Yesterday was about the excitement of seeing her,
the novelty of unfamiliar children; the aftermath of a wonderful, spectacular night together.
It was about giggles and nonsensical musicals and those who are blind, deaf, and dumb while still being able to see, hear, and speak.
Today is about tears, and being incredulous that people are capable of believing one another; physical pain and wanting to destroy what was around me to reflect what I felt inside. It is about stealing, and losing, and getting all the pain I put her through dealt back to me.
Tomorrow will be about downcast eyes and blackened words,
unsuccessfully hiding my tangled feelings from the world. It will be about touching music and poignant monologues; cupcakes and juices and cookies and missed connections.
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