reoccurring motifs

Old things in my life that are simultaneously new,
new people who feel like I've known them forever.
Common misconceptions and the transitive property;
Trying to find the strength to pick myself up off the dank, dirty ground, even though it's the last thing I want to do.

"Though I know I'll never lose affection for people and things that went before; I know I'll often stop and think about them. In my life I loved you more."

I wonder

how many Beatles references I've included here. Sometimes they just suit the situation so well I want to throw up. From happiness. You know. Lately I've had Lady Madonna on the brain.

I've realized that I'm lost. I have no direction, nowhere I want to go with my life. I have no passion and it's killing me slowly. How am I supposed to make these decisions when I don't know where I want to be? It's downright sick timing.

All I really want to do is travel. Before I go to school, before I take one step anywhere permanent. I just want to travel. I need to see the world before I can ever hope to know where I fit in here. My eyes are still closed; this time it's beyond my control.

"All I really wanna do is love you, the kind much closer than friends use. But I still can't say it after all we've been through."
Jason Mraz, If It Kills Me

Strawberry Fields

"Living is easy with eyes closed, misunderstanding all you see."

I knew my eyes were closed, I suppose. I just didn't care; I didn't care about anything.

Oh, baby, I'm back.

For today, for tomorrow, for the rest of my life. I hope this feeling lasts forever.

Good Morning, a

Guten morgen, guten morgen, guten morgen

I cut my hair. I hated the song that was playing while she did it, and vaguely I wondered if that was a sign. Once I thought it the idea wouldn't leave. Persistent motherfucker. Maybe the universe was telling me something. Or trying to, at least.

Letters to a girl, from a girl, written by a girl, for a girl, about a girl, around a girl.

"I've got a feeling, I think that everybody knows, oh no. Oh no!"