what if

what if
you could simply delete people out of your life?

i wonder who would delete me

anything but this!

old feelings:
"A" describes them

older feelings:
I've tried to hide them

oldest feelings:
I can't recall them

old feelings are gone,
they drifted out the window and onto the breeze
almost instantaneously and unnoticed

older feelings are back,
I am so, so, so pathetic
you effortlessly drag me back in

oldest feelings are still out of reach
and at this point I'm hoping they'll stay that way
stop making me laugh, just stop, please

from A to R, that's all you are