फुक्क में स्पोच्क!

And so here I am again,
uploading this page for the thousandth time.

After prying your mind apart and reading your emotions like the convoluded novels that they are, I've realized that I have no hold in your heart. I tried to keep myself away to protect you, never realizing that I'd actually get hurt.

But deservedly, as always. At least I have that comfort, of knowing that all the hurt I get is deserved. It's more than a lot of people can say, those victims of senseless pain. It makes it easier to sleep at night, knowing that karma exists and does what has always been said to, and that the people who have done me wrong will receive their comeuppance.

But I don't want her to. I want her to be happy. So I'll be the heartbroken one this time around. It will be easy to pretend like it didn't matter much, that she was just like every other guy. I hope.

She'll forget me. Every other guy always did.

And you, Mr. Spock; you made my prom night.