RUN FOR YOUR LIFE!

I'M ON THE LOOSE! AHHHHHH!

So strange, I feel bouncy. I feel good, alive, the blood's pumping; I feel happy. It's weird being happy. All I had to do was cry and everything feels so good now, so fucking good, life's worth living, and everything is good. Crying was hard and nerve-wracking but this is good. So worth it.

Have I said good enough? I don't care, it's just so good! I don't even care that I have no money for prom, and my IB Assessments are coming up, and that I have grades and school and graduation to worry about. I don't even care! IT'S THAT GOOD.

I'm going to change. And change good. Heh. I'm sick of being so lonely. Absolutely sick of it. I'm sick of letting people leave me, and I never really realized that's what I was doing until it was pointed out to me. Why was I surprised that people left me? I made it so goddamn easy!

BRING IT ON, LIFE. I WILL WIN.